I learned a new word today. Ambivalent. I think I've heard it before but never knew what it meant. What it means is: having mixed feelings about someone or something; being unable to choose between two (usually opposing) courses of action. This really describes me at the moment.
I think I'm doing one of those "college student" things where I reconsider my entire future. I thought the lawyer thing was for sure, but now...I'm totally rethinking it. I wanna do something more fun and interesting and special with my life. I feel like the child inside me just woke up from a long nap, crawled into my brain, and scribbled all over the "what you want to do with your future" control panel with crayons. I have so many ideas running though my head; it's crazy. Should I stick to what I had originally planned on doing? I mean, I suppose a lawyer could be fun if I actually make it fun. But how do you just make lawyering fun? It seems like hours upon hours of continuous work that will leave me with no free time. I wish I knew a lawyer that could give me advice on some of this.
But I'm sure it'll pass. After all, college students apparently change their major an average of two times anyway, right?
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